Sardonicism.
Pornography is a testimony of the expression of human sexuality. I believe that censorship of erotic work is the supervising denial of certain elements of human sexuality, and a tool to control selective portrayal of “expected” sexual ideals. Representation and consumption of material depicting of any sexual or nonsexual act between consenting human beings is essential to a free society. I do not intend to explore the genre of pornography, although I believe it will be crucial for me to reference these concepts and ideas; from and about the pornography industry to make an intellectual beginning on my stance and purpose.
I believe in the moment where fantasy meets desire. There is a very fine line as to where a transgendered individual may find that connection of desire. When I am having sex with a woman I identify as male, and in that moment my desire to have my dick inside her is overwhelming and anything else is unsatisfying.
Through video I explore this idea of desire and impairment, the lose of connection and enable a place for that contact to be found. Previously I have made performances based upon my struggles with identity and my attempts to find balance within that battle. My intentions and expectations for this semester are to re-edit my pornography, “I Want Your Dick Inside of Me.” In that editing process I intend to find motivation and desire to make a new pornography based upon the same image.
