Tuesday, January 22, 2008

i want to go home....

its 4am. on our last day in cambodia.

5 days ago i got a cold. the next day i threw up all night. i dont remember being that sick. and now have a sinus infection. i need to seek out antibiotics tomorrow.

lindsey has been throwing up all night.

we hired a tuk tuk driver to take us to the top of a mountain and watch the sunrise. due to lindsey's sickness she cant go....and i do not think its the best idea to travel 1.5 hrs alone in a tuk tuk, up a mountain.

two days ago we shot guns and then immediately went to the killing fields....i am nowhere near ready to articulate that experience. yesterday we went s-21 and then to the markets.

the right sinus is going to explode in my head. i need medicine and a nice airplane to take me home now. i'm so done. my body is physically exhausted and pushed to its max. my mind is mushy and cant fathom anything i'm seeing anymore. i miss home and i miss my bed. i want to hug my parents and thank them for this unbelievable experience.

im just so ready to be home.