to my mom and dad
i was really excited to spend 2 weeks with you guys. i felt like it
could have been really fun and an awesome time to spend with each
other before i move. the recent discussions have made me realize that
it probably will not be that fun if i go. for you or me.
i cant go and feel like im walking on eggshells and are constantly
aware of my body and space. and if you can see my tattoos. that's not
going to be fun.
if you are interested in reconsidering allowing me to just be myself
and wear wahtever i want to then i will go. but if not. i cannot go...
not because i cant bare to wear a long sleeve shirt.. woman all over
the world have to be covered in high temperatures for religious and
political reasons.. but because it feels bad. and you have every right
to ask that of me beacuse you are paying.... i jsut wanted this trip
to be about something else. and it has turned into a weird space that
doesnt sound fun for any of us.
i will still come over monday so we can talk about rescheduling my
flight. and other financial stuff.
i love you
kean.
